Mixed orientation love: women in relationships with bisexual men
hey tash, I came across this and thought it might be relevant to your interests
This. I don't get to see too many things out there that are in support of woman who are attempting relationships with bisexual men. I like knowing that there are men out there who are vulnerable enough to love someone enough to let them in. I love knowing that there are people out there who make love work.
Talking to my therapist last time, I said, I need help. Because if Tim said lets do therapy, I want this to work. I would. My therapists said, why? Why would you put yourself out there for something that is such hard work??
I'm unsure if his astonishment was about the fact he knows the exact situation that made me walk out the door, or if it he just thought I'm an idiot. Maybe a bit of both. But I don't think I'll ever forget the registered surprise on his face.
But do you know why? I know its hard to be him. I do. I know how he struggles and I know he is a good guy. I know he loves me.
But I can't do it myself. I realise this. I know this. I do.
Fake it until I make it.
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