About Me

This is a raw look into the life of me.  An intimate view, more intimate view than my previous two blogs.  This one is to let you in on my sex life.

I'm a straight girl, who is madly in love with a bisexual boy.   I've searched the interwebs high and low to find a place that gives me some insight on how to love this boy and be true to myself, and haven't found anything.  So, I'm going to share here, maybe it will help others, maybe it won't.  Either way, I get my thoughts down and I no longer have to keep them in.

I'll be a mess.  I'll be happy, sad and who knows what else.

I have spent the better part of my last four years pushing comfort zones.  Trying to evolve myself into someone better, happier, stronger, more independent.  You hear that sometimes you need to see life differently to be happy.  Here's a point of view people don't give you:

Say you're sitting down, as a straight girl and you Google, "threesome" (incognito of course).  You find sites where two men and a female.  As you watch you find these focus solely on the girl.  The images always show her and how she enjoys the men.  The men, rarely, if ever, touch.  She is the main dish.

Now, take the same exact video and change the wording "MMF (male male female) threesome."  You'll find the much the same, on the surface, two men and a female.  Upon viewing, you start to see the men touching and perhaps the girl becomes the side instead of the main.  She's an afterthought, a cherry on the top you might say.  Same, but different.

This blog is to try to give you a new view on some things.  How, if you tried, you could take exactly what you have and shuffle it up a bit to get something completely different.

Welcome to my struggles and my straight girl thoughts.