I've gone topless so many times. Flashing my boobs to people and kayaking topless, never thought anything about it. However, a nudie beach requires you to take your bottoms off. EEK! My vagina out there for the world to see.
The first thing I noticed when we pulled up to the carpark, aside from the grey sky and rough waves, was the abundance of single old men hanging around the carpark. No women. No families, just men. Alone. Sitting around. Hmmmm.....the website said this was a family friendly beach which would be good for first time nudest. Why all the men???
Either way, we started making our way to the beach. The path is along the beach, but not on the beach. It was well used and had several trails coming off the main one. Have you ever had creepy crawly feelings about something? Yeah, well, this was me 100%. After a ten minute walk, which goes to show you how taboo nudity is in our society, we came upon a sign that said "beyond this point nudity is permitted." It seemed bare......with no people, not nude people.
The boy takes all of his clothes off in excitement. His comfort levels are completely different than mine and often surprise me when we stumble upon one. I, much slower than him, start to remove my clothing, one piece at a time. All out, I soak up the sun, introducing my nipples and ass to the elements of the beach. After a while, single old men came walking about. Some had it all out, some were clothed.
The boy stands up and starts walking about. My perspective of the situation was that he was taking in the view of all the men. Of all the times we've been on the beach, I have never seen him walking around. He hasn't ever walked to the ocean, hasn't walked away from me, hasn't looked around. And today, on a male only beach, my bisexual boyfriend takes a walk.
I can't express how I feel about this and its my hope through this blog that I can start to work on how to communicate with him a bit better.
