Orgy orgy orgy

Are you aware there is a website that draws in anyone who wants to sleep with multiple people who are all fucking in the same room? 

This place caters to bisexuals and transgenders. If you're straight, you're welcome to join. (Thank you). 

Today I RSVP'd our spots. I'm left baffled though because he became upset. 

It seems our entire relationship is based on his terms.  Two days I've asked for sex only to be turned down. We're never on the same page. Maybe we're not even in the same fucking book? 

I need to GMFST. I'm disgusting at how desperate I am to keep this relationship alive. 

Does this make me codependent or a fighter? I can't tell. The pain is wrapped up in the pleasure. It all seems the same.